When all you seem to want is a little something simple, something ordinary, where theres practically no effort, and not as time consuming as one might think of it to be then you ask yourself, " Then whats the big deal ? "
When i consume it, i feel like its the best thing in the world and no other dish can even compare, mainly because you made it ofcourse, and also because i'm a big fan of it in general as well.
Its like taking an arm and leg just to get it, i even offer to get it for you.
But now i don't want you to make it because i made a whole thing over it aww man :(
This seems awful petty of me but its not really because i want to eat it so much or w.e
I just like the fact that you appreciate some of the things i go out of my way to do for you.
I sound selfish reading this bit by bit over. blahhhhh
As i was typing this, you aimed me and asked about my away which was literally nothing but i received a nice cold attitude for it, anyyyyyway, only thing i wanna get off my chest, Things don't always go your way, i sure hope you do know that, because for all the attitude and times you go all quiet to get your way in the end, its probably for the purpose of having me submit in the end. You tell me that things don't go my way either, but how often do i really need it to go my way or put up a fight to have it go my way anyways lol.
Your attitude/stubborness gets off the charts sometimes, more thAn me at times even.
I enjoy buying you medicine when you need it or bring you food when you say you aren't hungry, i don't mind one bit infact its probably why i want to also, the look in your face when its there and you like it.
Well, for the next 2 weekends or so it'll be occupied by the events to come, ofcourse i get to see my girlfriend which is priority 1.
SAT exams this saturday
The new pokemon game comes out this sunday aka your jogging day...
Next week is my cousin's wedding.
oh right i forgot my other cousin's birthday is between now and the next 2 weeks but i don't remember the specific date.
OH WELL
I love you unconditionally for an eternity and i think of you every minute we're not together.
Lily xiao <3 dLx.
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Thursday, February 25, 2010
;)
It started with a crush elevated up to love,
can't believe we're still an "is" , i thought that soon we'd be a "was",
look at us, how we be, who knew what it might've been,
love so healthy, you can C (see) like the vitamin,
you make me wanna get on down to my bended knees,
without all the BULL (redbull), we still got the energy,
and when i'm feeling sick, i know you got the remedy,
cuz our plays still power like a hockey penalty
royally loyal, thats why i know she hold the crown,
cliche they may say but she came from over clouds,
and thats why i know my baby always hold me down,
cuz she's a knockout like boxing on the only round
and true, we have fights and even arguments too,
but always get through, talk then add the "sorry" as glue,
so you're the only lady i see through my lashes
a lot in common, lets add my last name to that list.
can't believe we're still an "is" , i thought that soon we'd be a "was",
look at us, how we be, who knew what it might've been,
love so healthy, you can C (see) like the vitamin,
you make me wanna get on down to my bended knees,
without all the BULL (redbull), we still got the energy,
and when i'm feeling sick, i know you got the remedy,
cuz our plays still power like a hockey penalty
royally loyal, thats why i know she hold the crown,
cliche they may say but she came from over clouds,
and thats why i know my baby always hold me down,
cuz she's a knockout like boxing on the only round
and true, we have fights and even arguments too,
but always get through, talk then add the "sorry" as glue,
so you're the only lady i see through my lashes
a lot in common, lets add my last name to that list.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Your the organ that beats along my lifeline.
I really hate talking about college etc...
Mostly because i'm not there yet and well, lily seems to have everything figured out for college and her future career etc.
I believe i hate school because i don't do well but its hard to do well when it doesn't interest me at all.
A lot of things go through my brain whenever we talk about college or school and what not, as much of a front i can put up saying i'll end up with porsches and using money to wipe my ass..that confidence level in reality is low as hell.
As much as i love her, and i'd do anything for my baby.. i can skip classes to see her, not chill with my friends, i'd give all my love and effort to make her happy, to me, even if we can't fast-forward to the future to see if we're worth it i already know all we've gone through and all the smiles is worth it.
But
What happens in the future is just plain terrifying to me when i think about it.
Wouldn't it scare you ?
Me and you, something so perfect.
I'd never want to part with you.
My future is so blurry, while yours seem planned out.
Its weird for me to think this while we've only been going out for 7-8 months, but like everyone in your family says :
"Who knows "
lols dLx. i love you. ;)
Mostly because i'm not there yet and well, lily seems to have everything figured out for college and her future career etc.
I believe i hate school because i don't do well but its hard to do well when it doesn't interest me at all.
A lot of things go through my brain whenever we talk about college or school and what not, as much of a front i can put up saying i'll end up with porsches and using money to wipe my ass..that confidence level in reality is low as hell.
As much as i love her, and i'd do anything for my baby.. i can skip classes to see her, not chill with my friends, i'd give all my love and effort to make her happy, to me, even if we can't fast-forward to the future to see if we're worth it i already know all we've gone through and all the smiles is worth it.
But
What happens in the future is just plain terrifying to me when i think about it.
Wouldn't it scare you ?
Me and you, something so perfect.
I'd never want to part with you.
My future is so blurry, while yours seem planned out.
Its weird for me to think this while we've only been going out for 7-8 months, but like everyone in your family says :
"Who knows "
lols dLx. i love you. ;)
Monday, February 22, 2010
s78
In about an hr or so i'll be off to pick up my gf from school, a bit earlier thAn usual but its perfectly fine seeing as how if anything, we might actually have more time to spend with eachother !
The past week for Mid-winter recess break has been dam great, and i mean it. I've got to try new things, help my gf move into her "new-old" house.
I've finally met the whole family like... practically everyone, went to a family dinner and yumcha with them, i gotta say, i'm starting to feel comfortable around everybody.
I hope she's comfortable around my fam as well, although our dinner table is more quiet and not as much chat but we do have fun in a weird crazy laughing way.
I can really see myself spending every day with her by my side.
Kenny has apparently fallen into the club scene and well, as much as i try to talk him out of it he finds it fun so guess i can't help him although his failed attempts at trying to meet girls really don't work i believe the guy should soon find out he should pursue something as perfect as me and lily.
Well in contrast.. we aren't perfect but we try the best we can and we're happy sooo thats probably as perfect as we'll get.
Well recently she's read a convo that my friend asked if i wanted to keep my buddylist, wasn't that major to me since i only have him keep it if i ever needed it for a future reference etc. but i guess i realized there wouldn't be a point in keeping it anyway since i'd only talk to a the people i have on it now if not even less.
She just has to know i'm not hiding anything or such, maybe except for my extraordinary ability to walk in streets without looking and make it out alive.
i have around a half hour left so i'll finish up soon then..
I HATE SCHOOL
I HATE GOING TO SCHOOL
I HATE MATH
I LOVE LILY XIAO
Later ;)
The past week for Mid-winter recess break has been dam great, and i mean it. I've got to try new things, help my gf move into her "new-old" house.
I've finally met the whole family like... practically everyone, went to a family dinner and yumcha with them, i gotta say, i'm starting to feel comfortable around everybody.
I hope she's comfortable around my fam as well, although our dinner table is more quiet and not as much chat but we do have fun in a weird crazy laughing way.
I can really see myself spending every day with her by my side.
Kenny has apparently fallen into the club scene and well, as much as i try to talk him out of it he finds it fun so guess i can't help him although his failed attempts at trying to meet girls really don't work i believe the guy should soon find out he should pursue something as perfect as me and lily.
Well in contrast.. we aren't perfect but we try the best we can and we're happy sooo thats probably as perfect as we'll get.
Well recently she's read a convo that my friend asked if i wanted to keep my buddylist, wasn't that major to me since i only have him keep it if i ever needed it for a future reference etc. but i guess i realized there wouldn't be a point in keeping it anyway since i'd only talk to a the people i have on it now if not even less.
She just has to know i'm not hiding anything or such, maybe except for my extraordinary ability to walk in streets without looking and make it out alive.
i have around a half hour left so i'll finish up soon then..
I HATE SCHOOL
I HATE GOING TO SCHOOL
I HATE MATH
I LOVE LILY XIAO
Later ;)
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Ideas ideas
Yes, i realize it's been quite a while since i've updated BUT its because lately i've been happy as heck with my gf.
LOTS
Has happened since i've last updated such as, finally meeting her and boy.. i was sweating bullets.
The first blizzard of 2010 has come, an all snowed up NYC was seen not too long ago, it was nice yet it also did mess with me and lily's plans in chinatown.
I've finally got a new haircut, different but not bad. I do look like brad pitt don't i ?
Approximately 1 hour ago was Chinese new year/Valentines day, i thought i wouldn't have been able to see her today which triggered a very panicky Dan because i had to think quick of a valentines day gift even though i had flowers in mind since the beginning so i get credit for that but "variety bouquet" along with my corny poem was right on the spot, cmon you gotta give me props for that.
I must say, her mom is veryyyy nice, well the whole family was nice in general which intimidated me i don't know why but yeahh.
Wow, first time i've ever got flowers for a girl, as long as its the girl i love then perfect, and well, she is
I'm glad i get to see her as often as i do because she always says how there won't be time etc.
Thank god i take time to prove her wrong although i'd do anything to see her happy.
But iiiii was goddam... crazy happy when i found out she had a vday present and that she actually bought new earphones for me ahha, well i don't know but i actually look forward to reading the cards a lot but its really not about the materials but any sort of gift from her really takes it sentimental value to me.
The Big Question Now Is.....
How should i use my money ?
A few hundred when you think about it isn't much... i do want to spend it on sneakers and such seeing as how i haven't bought anything for myself lately but theres quite a bit of stuff she wants also that i can also buy her as a casual gift.
jesus christ i need some new sneakers. i'm kind of obsessed that way.
For the next 3 days i'll be away for 3 days on a ski trip with lily and her family, i'm just a bitttttt nervous because well cmon.. who wouldn't be, even her mom is going lol.
Now what i would like is when she can visit my dear family, even though she keeps saying "no" which sometimes puts me in a ehh state for a few seconds i'm sure i can drag her to a small family event one day.
LOTS
Has happened since i've last updated such as, finally meeting her and boy.. i was sweating bullets.
The first blizzard of 2010 has come, an all snowed up NYC was seen not too long ago, it was nice yet it also did mess with me and lily's plans in chinatown.
I've finally got a new haircut, different but not bad. I do look like brad pitt don't i ?
Approximately 1 hour ago was Chinese new year/Valentines day, i thought i wouldn't have been able to see her today which triggered a very panicky Dan because i had to think quick of a valentines day gift even though i had flowers in mind since the beginning so i get credit for that but "variety bouquet" along with my corny poem was right on the spot, cmon you gotta give me props for that.
I must say, her mom is veryyyy nice, well the whole family was nice in general which intimidated me i don't know why but yeahh.
Wow, first time i've ever got flowers for a girl, as long as its the girl i love then perfect, and well, she is
I'm glad i get to see her as often as i do because she always says how there won't be time etc.
Thank god i take time to prove her wrong although i'd do anything to see her happy.
But iiiii was goddam... crazy happy when i found out she had a vday present and that she actually bought new earphones for me ahha, well i don't know but i actually look forward to reading the cards a lot but its really not about the materials but any sort of gift from her really takes it sentimental value to me.
The Big Question Now Is.....
How should i use my money ?
A few hundred when you think about it isn't much... i do want to spend it on sneakers and such seeing as how i haven't bought anything for myself lately but theres quite a bit of stuff she wants also that i can also buy her as a casual gift.
jesus christ i need some new sneakers. i'm kind of obsessed that way.
For the next 3 days i'll be away for 3 days on a ski trip with lily and her family, i'm just a bitttttt nervous because well cmon.. who wouldn't be, even her mom is going lol.
Now what i would like is when she can visit my dear family, even though she keeps saying "no" which sometimes puts me in a ehh state for a few seconds i'm sure i can drag her to a small family event one day.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
1 1
Approximately 11 days left and i'm in a semi-dire situation where... V-day is coming, thats right . Valentines day, whatttt will i have up my sleeve ?
According to yahoo, a dozen roses is a good $90 or so which for a dozen seems prettty crazy but i don't really know how buying flowers work at all.
The way i see it, i do have a little something thought up in my head excluding a dozen roses but i think it'd be just as good as a bunch of roses or maybe better.
My new term of classes start now and i wish i was referring to college classes... soon soon.
You really lose a lot of "spirit" when your class winds up with less than 10 people but otherwise the teachers are fine.
Something about having to stay in a night school is really getting to me, i guess i'm starting to get fed up with going to classes at night as easy as it is.
Less time to talk with her, although shes pretty busy now with all the work etc. but just being able to be home at that time.
In about a week its time to go to the city and see if i can start working again, preferably at sales but i'll see what happens.
According to yahoo, a dozen roses is a good $90 or so which for a dozen seems prettty crazy but i don't really know how buying flowers work at all.
The way i see it, i do have a little something thought up in my head excluding a dozen roses but i think it'd be just as good as a bunch of roses or maybe better.
My new term of classes start now and i wish i was referring to college classes... soon soon.
You really lose a lot of "spirit" when your class winds up with less than 10 people but otherwise the teachers are fine.
Something about having to stay in a night school is really getting to me, i guess i'm starting to get fed up with going to classes at night as easy as it is.
Less time to talk with her, although shes pretty busy now with all the work etc. but just being able to be home at that time.
In about a week its time to go to the city and see if i can start working again, preferably at sales but i'll see what happens.
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