Been too long since I've last posted but life's become quite hectic, A lots happened as of late more difficulties then rewards. Financial problems and relationship problems or well I'm not sure if i can say that anymore since i don't have a relationship anymore. All the past few months I've thought we were doing OK, i mean there's been rough edges here and there but what people don't ? Maybe I've gave off a wrong sign by making it seems as if i was tired or sick of fighting and arguing more then usual but eventually things workout, Me and her never spend that much time staying mad at each other anyway, and besides.. as long as by the end of the day we know we'd still have each other and still love each other then... i feel as if life really cant be that bad because i know I'd still have her. Somewhere along this road we slipped and sure we both feel like shit and such when we argue but it would never compare to losing that person. I guess between this and everything else that's happened to me life has gone back downhill.
I've never been much of a person who would give something up as long as i believe in it enough to be worth every single breath I've got.
I probably also bottled up those feelings of lost and despair for too long without getting them out, so apparently i let it all out yesterday, the water works and such, sick display for even i couldn't believe it took such a toll on me which is worse when i miss her also.
As i type this i have this scared feeling.. i really am scared to lose her i know.
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